Kathy Nesteby ([info]kathynesteby) wrote,
@ 2005-09-18 14:00:00
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The Adventures of a First-Year Teacher
Where have I been for the last month? Buried in the work of a first-year teacher! My first three weeks of teaching have gone well overall, but there is SO MUCH WORK TO DO!!! And I have small class sizes! So I'm overwhelmed, but no major complaints. In fact, I feel very blessed with the situation that I have. In compliance with the Baldrige model of cooperative management used at my Middle School, here is a Plus (Good things) -Delta (Things that could improve) list:

Plus:
1) Everyone, from the teachers to the administration to building services, is super nice and supportive. This has definitely made my first few weeks of teaching manageable. The school has a good, cooperative atmosphere.
2) I have, on the whole, small class sizes, which makes the variety of abilities pretty manageable.
3) I only have about ten students on my IEP caseload, which is a nice size for a first year case manager.
4) I have not yet had to give out a referral to the office or call security, though I have given out a couple of lunch detentions.
5) I have not yet received any complaints from parents, nor has the Special Education Resource Teacher. Apparently this is a good sign for the first three weeks of school.

Delta:
1) There is so much to do! I better get more efficient at all of this, because some nights I am at school until 8PM and I still don't finish everything that I plan to do. I want to plan ahead by several days, but I am constantly re-adjusting my lessons and discovering new challenges or students who can work ahead, so it is difficult to plan very far ahead, even if I had time. I think that all of this stuff gets easier as time goes by. I hope it does!
2) The main reason why the entire school did not make AYP (Adequate Yearly Progress) last year was Special Ed Math. This is what I am teaching (though many of the special ed students are in general ed classes this year). This is stressful, as there is a lot of responsibility resting on me to raise standardized test scores. I suppose that I can just do my best and hope for the best when the dreaded Maryland State Assessments come around.
3) There is a lot of pressure to get through the entire curriculum. There is a lot of curriculum. I also need to do a lot of remediation, and the teachers last year did not get through the entire curiculum so there was some stuff that was never taught (though I haven't reached that part yet). I feel like if I teach one ineffective lesson (which I've pretty much already done) and I have to reteach something, I've already derailed the class and we'll never get caught back up.

I still think that I made the right decision to go into teaching, but I want to be a Master Teacher without having to be a first-year teacher!




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[info]carad
2005-09-18 07:30 pm UTC (link)
I feel your "pain"...though I guess its not pain, b/c it is fun, but its hard, I keep thinking 'what am I doing wrong here?' My kids are great, my school has tons of resources, everyone I work with is great. BUT I'm at school until late every day, I take work home, and I am just keeping my head above water. Can't plan ahead. Though not a first year teacher, learning to do everything the "Fairfax Way" makes me feel like one. My theory is I'll get some rest during winter holidays?? I'd love to get together with you and comiserate, but I have no time!!! Good luck :)

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[info]griffjon
2005-09-19 05:41 pm UTC (link)
Yikes! You'll make it through, because that's the Kathy style, but damn that sounds like a heavy load!

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I too am a first year teacher.
(Anonymous)
2005-10-12 09:07 pm UTC (link)
I knew that teaching would be difficult, but where does the time go? I share so many of your difficulties. I am glad that I am not alone in being overwhelmed by teaching. I really enjoy teaching, but somedays its hard to know how to pace the class. I teach word processing, and I have students that can key 65 words per minute and some that can key 5 words a minute. I try to find assignments that will keep them busy but not overwhelm the slower students and not allow the faster students to breeze by. I will continue to read your posts to see if you come across any solutions that will help me in my first year of teaching. Please feel free to visit my blog: sterlingm.blogspot.com (http://sterlingm.blogspot.com)
Have a great day! Keep smiling while teaching.

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I too am a first year teacher.
(Anonymous)
2005-10-12 09:08 pm UTC (link)
I knew that teaching would be difficult, but where does the time go? I share so many of your difficulties. I am glad that I am not alone in being overwhelmed by teaching. I really enjoy teaching, but somedays its hard to know how to pace the class. I teach word processing, and I have students that can key 65 words per minute and some that can key 5 words a minute. I try to find assignments that will keep them busy but not overwhelm the slower students and not allow the faster students to breeze by. I will continue to read your posts to see if you come across any solutions that will help me in my first year of teaching. Please feel free to visit my blog: sterlingm.blogspot.com (http://sterlingm.blogspot.com) Have a great day! Keep smiling while teaching.

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